Life And It's Admin

 Life is a game an RPG (Role Playing Game) controlled by a super computer that uses us as it’s algorithms to find out different form and paths to the same precipice of love, you are the sick and lonely who lost his brother, I am the one who lost a twin at birth all with the different modifications, emotional and physical (e.g blind, deaf etc) all coming to the world a thousand times till they find the precipice known  in Buddhism as Nirvana. My goal is to provide you with cheat code for this game to reduce the suffering for you that don’t understand it yet. While I look for my precipice and apocalypse in which ever form it may come, Although it took a while to resign myself to this fate it is a very peace of mind.
 
DROP ALL POSSESSIONS: You can’t own anything why even try. When you come to the conclusion that nothing is yours, nothing can stay in your hand not even glue, you will be at once free from the first shackle of this world. People are ether, nothing is really here.You are just a smoke, or better still water you are crashing through the floor, moving branches, twigs and leaves but after all your toil, you can’t hold the branches, you can’t hold the leaves, you eventually seep into the ground.you can’t possess anyone or anything.
 
It is a game a simulation, life is a goodness algorithm where you have to seek to do the good no matter the situation you find yourself. And the karmic rebuttals that come from them open you up to a more complete bloom of your flower making you the butterfly that is free and light (Tathagata)
Why me, why now.. This simple question help me calm down when life offers it’s challenge to me in form of people, situations and injuries. Why me, Why now?
Life what do you want me to learn. It’s not always easy most times I don’t usually remember I get caught up in the spatio-temporal the hologram and I forget its a game but when cooler head prevails I ask myself what do you want me tot learn and I see something new. When the bus driver is behaving like an idiot i ask what do you want me to learn, why we have a sudden flat tire, I look outside the window of the bus and start looking at the signboards and reading them asking life what do you want me to learn,why me why now? A very important question
For there is no free will, we are controlled by time, smell, people and they lead to endless butterfly effects, Why me why now allows us to see the lesson at every turn.
 
Hair &The Strand..
 I've started  matching face to personality, certain faces are linked to certain personality features, the algorithm of life is flawed in it’s own design that it can only produce just an amount of face and change pigment and throw certain personalities in any epoch or time frame to go and expand the mind -which is the ultimate mission.so like the hair and a strand of hair, the bunch of hair is one and the strand is also one and the same as the bunch. A person can be divided into three and yes still be the same person so nothing is ever lost,  A face is a beacon telegraphing to the other mind so that they are never lost across lifetimes, they see each other and remember where they once left off and continue their love affair and friendship. Nothing is lost, did you have a face that broke your heart, think maybe it was that heartbreak that brought you to the precipice of understanding love and the fact that you can’t posses anything. Everything feeds you. You must ask yourself where do all these thoughts come from as life is a matrix, the face is the only beacon for meeting and reconnecting with people you have met in previous lifetimes, do you like a person,or feel an affinity towards the person check the birth-date it either you have common zodiac sign, or sign element.So there might be another me in the 1970s yes existing presently, as the past exist even now. So I am in the past I am here in what is called the present gaining information and knowledge and I am in other dimensions too, I am you  and yo are me. It is hard to explain. So the only way to connect with him is through my mind, and all the knowledge he gains int hat life time is deposited in the soul tree of my mind, the one of my race, where i can go and share it for the upliftment of my people, and myself. the more you know and learn the more you deposit huge content in your mind that is never lost across the life times.Knowledge and music is the fastest way to become God.

 
Leave money alone for the sake of your soul, they want you chasing after rubbish money in the work. Do the work for sustenance but don’t sell your soul or your mind, don’t become a slave due to money. Music give you power to transcend the hoax
the scam when you see the scam, you laugh unafraid of anything you awakened your third eye then  you understand Paolo Celho’s Maktub and  know thatit is written Check well and you wsill see that life is pretty much planned, you are just supposed to be graceful in your suffering.
it like an admin how you like money you can’t fight with admin can get you kille When glaring truth so hard to seethat’s how you know it’s a game and you wouldn’t want any participation of any kind. 
Are your parents really your partents can you prove that with surety the secret of life is to let go
so the mind plays a game which feeds it, everything feeds the mind, you might be a cripple it is the mind trying to understand the world from that position, life happens through you, you are just a vessel, your body is a hologram a medium to understand and perceive this reality.
there are many reality going on at the moment, hell the world may already ended for us human as we speak, we can’t destroy the world for time itself is cyclical, all the extinct animals exist and are in the past we can’t kill what we didn’t create.
it’s like a RPG game where you pick a life form, imperfect and that is it’s beauty, and you experience the life and the pain, that helps in expanding the mind the ultimate connector of all species and the only wayyto communicate is through love.
 
 Astrology play a vital role, children with the more sensory are more susceptible to being linked with the inner working of the universe which is why the cancer is the most cardinal zodiac with its cardinal features being water and the earth and the human body share the same modification of being 70 percent water the cancer child has an uncanny advantage over all other signs,in providing the cheat code for this game, you must concieve and fecundate at september ending and early october to give you a high chance of having a cancer chiled.
the universe made by sound, and their suceptibity towards sound makes them almost close to godliness, they are sure to improve their brain a whole faster and feel love more easier than others making the universe easier for them to navigate,which is why there is a campaign against drugs especially marijuana (consumed as a tea, or edible) so that it doesn’t wean us off the ego and the shackles placed of our ethereal and corporeal body, more prominent in this age of self,
that we tihnk we are the stuff, the shit, we hold on to sand and brick and think we doing something concrete but we are just passing through this time,
in the  wirting of the nicheren diashioninn he said we have existed for a thousand kalpas and have had a thousand parents but we can only encounter the lotus sutra but once.,think about all that has been built, pharoah spent 40 years builidng the pyramid of what use is it today, not to talk of the measly houses you break your backs trying to build, it is tetris.you build only for it to dilapidate and destroy, and someone else to use the sand to build again for it to also happen to him,you are floating in space, and you need to understand learn while you are here not hoard what others have discarded.
 
you can only expereince the blurring of the line, when you get high with your partner, or girlfriend you beigin to see that there is no diffference  between you and the other person, all the lies about ethnicity and race and religion is just to fuel the ego and seperate us from each other. when i was high with my girlfirend i saw that she used to exist as a man in our previous life, and she was my friend and have reincarnated as a woman this time, which is why when i first saw her face i felt instantly attracted, the kind of attraction that draws you to a personn inexplicably.
 
so in life i ask what do you want me to learn, for everyting is a learing curve when you see it that way,you begin to laugh at every misfortune that comes your way./
you ask life what do you want me to learn. wean ourselves off the pomposity and know that life uses us as a vessel to learn and expand it’s own conscious i pay attention to my surrounding i ask life what do you want me to learn. when i get hit, twist my ankle, and am at a disadvantage or loss, i ask life what do you want me to learn, when i am at a hearing distance of a strangers conversation i stop and listen asking myself what do you want me to learn,
because the real question is why me and why now:?
why me why now, there must me something you want me to learn nothing happens out of chance everything is pretty much scripted and beautiful.
it has created in me this voracious hunger to improve on my living experience the best way that i can i watch a lot of movie and documentaries,this compilation of these thought, views and knowledge are the things that mesh up my genius, when i do get high again, all of these come together to improve my mind,so i listen to a lot of music, watch a lot of movies, travel to to a lot place and read as much as i can. for i am storing it in my mind, and expounding the mind.
I  don’t get high often , I increase my image load, I travel and watch a lot of documentaries and increase what I call the pixellations so that when I jumble them up in the high I get answers
which moves we using the body that new alcohol hunger pain physical and emotional and w thaht bleak drying u that some out ia trelut fill up the tank and write it outthe older i get, life talkes on a more mystifying outlook, dreams become much more than just your subconscious at play, they not only foretell things, give new ideas but also serious warnings, i sleep these days with a pen and paper close by so that i write out what i dream about immediately i wake up
 
Imagination to me now almost feel like prescience, i can say things i predicted that people will say by imagining how they said and most times end up right,i feel things in my mind now, the essences of things teach me, the stone the wood and the brick everything teaches me, from the handshake of a person i can feel their suffering or joy, and it all comes from opeoning one’s heart to love, for everything is alive, and on fire.
why me why now?
 
timeis irrelevant ( that your perceptio of the linear time) oh it is irrelevant you are not in control you might not marry when your mates are marrying and when you do , you are given the additional years you lost in life time, you might achieve what you set out to, or might know someone who you feel died unfufilled check around very well, that person is back, reincarnated to continue.
nothing is lost,
i mean look at all these thouhgts that i write down, how dare me, wheere do i get them i can;t even tell you for the life of me, all i know is i keep formenting, who is the thinker that i am reincarnating
my mom say  it’s my grandfather Cyprain, soldier of the biafran civil war but you can imagine who my grandfather is a reincarnate of, and all the chains of thoughts that i am drawing my knowledge and thougts from.
i just keep formenting , i take a pen and a  paper and i keep writing.the thoughts of men, many before me and many more to come after. many right now in other life time and dimension expanding the mind even you reading this.
you are destined for somethinng and no one can change it
you are just a vessel life happens through you
what you say is not important  but what is in your heart. where it truly and infinitely matters
life is looking out for you , i promise you this.
we should be afraid of bad karma, and be willing to practice moment to moment eudamonia for bad karma is what is driving this country Nigeria mad
you see a man who knows the price of a commodity and sells it expensively, for someone else it hurts him immediately after he has done this, he knows in his gut, in his mind, in his conscience that he has wrong anothe, but denies it for another extra cash, you know what happens he soon find himself in a misfortune and ends up spending that extra cash either in the hospital or on something stupid.
when you hurt me you only hurt yourself, for i am you.
money is smoke and you can’t count all the money that have ever touched your palms, they come and they go. but if you take money that is wrong, it will never work for you, you might acquire another junk or bauble but you will find yourself regretting it later on.
 
for the third eye to be open, the individual being must be burnt accoding to the sadhaguru.for the sun have shone on you a pebble and now you think you are a moutain,
time is cyclical, everything is where it is supposed to be,
life happens through you reincarnation exist
but that you are to move from one point to the next, is not in your hand, come to think of it the brain is what controls every single part of the body and it located up there,
your brain moves a big leg, an heavy arm, and the sun and rain pelts it, are you scared on something happening to it, and in that hysteria get a big turban or iron cap just to protect it, no  you even nod the ball with it, you clash head with your friends because it is fun,
and believe that everything is fine, and it remains fine.
 
 
no heaven / hell- the explanation
my uncle Sunday was a happy go lucky young man who bloomed in the 80’s in nigeria with the reckless sex life that was a thing then until the us invented aids as a curtailer and contracted the virus and died the year i was born.
my mom dream of him sometimes and say she always see him in a blue room talking years after his death.
being a staunch catholic and raising me as one, her first idea is that maybe that is what purgatory looks like. I've seen the movie featuring Sam Shepard and i think maybe the movie is more apt  but the truth is my mother doesn’t believe in a hell, the pope actually seems to agree, she says people come back to suffer for the sins of their past life (Buddhist's samsara) if you were mean to your wife in your past life, you might find it hard finding love in this one, the same thing with children, wealth and so on.,
fast forward to the 2006 world cup final and we just  bought our first sharp tv and zidane had headbutted materazzi, she just said onye ne yi mu ka sunday bayi.
obviously it was just too convenient,  Sunday just happened to have morphed back to the guy on television, or maybe she was right, now having seen the series Dark one must admit at least that time is cyclical, even logic in his album everybody talks about people dying and taken back in time to try to defend their life there (see the movie defending your life) also in cloud atlas the lovers met each other in the different time frame by recognizing their face
time is encapsulated and this alive so there is no heaven or hell incase you were wondering
just encapsulated time and matrix moving in and out of them evolving the mind, the computer controlling us all, the one people call withdifferent names, i call the super algorithm, the controller, the most high. 
 
time is cyclical the world might have ended for all we know during my high i saw the effect ofe the nuclear bomb.it did nothing to the earth only we were wiped out but it kept on spinning  everything is where it’s supposed to be, to forgive that this the most gracious thing, but boy is it hard, but you have to for even they also hold grievances against you and let go. there are no freewill You are affected by the smell and the sight the perturbations of others, and the smell of food makes you hungry the sight of another changes your plan shifts your pallet affect you prompt check  your pattern, question your every motive
 
life is a goodness algorithm god is time time is not compassionate the is the only thing that matter the most important resources so what do you do with your time, what can do y you do, you can stack brick that gets disintegrated you could sleep
away and do nothing at all
those who walk and billow will be dead
soon enough so will their children so their life even if told in details to their children are merely rumination of a prospective corpse o what then still watch fall what you walk  the steps of intentionality a painstakingly to the oblivion you know and have made peace with.
 
its an admin People attack , game righteous will remain righteous the filthy will remain filthy
the light in the darklotus flower  life and its admin engender our sufferings we carry our cross as the planks across chasms 
you are a traveler, not just across states and places,, but across dimensions and times scape you see the time exist even now, think about your cousin, the one you haven’t heard from in a while,]
think about where he is, at the moment, do you know if he fell recently, stubbed his toe or kiss another. No,you don’t know because you are not in his time frame, life exist for him regardless of you, now think about a random man in china, Yemen and so and so forth, their time and their reality exist for them and they will never know about you and your own reality' so also the past, it exist even now as we speak.
so when you die, you can be thrown either past or forward or present in another place entirely. And you will continue your life, according to the writings of the nichiren diashionin you have existed for a thousand kalpaas have had thousand parents and live countless life, so there is no death. there  is none 
 
time is cyclical, you can go back in time, and relive that entire experience just 70 years what’s 70 years to a millennium it seems like everyone is looking for something but i don’t know what
you have to flail,
all possession is a scam
yo are to perch like a butterly
if you want to have, learn how to give,
barter an arm or a leg in lesson
life is a gift an experience in giving
at the moment i transcend things, cal is restored to me and i see a big path in front of me

Familiar faces are the pathways ot the universe your cu3 telling you, you are on the right path.
Life is a picture reel that is repeated continuously so life happens in circle
Be good to everyone and everyone so that when life allows you meet again you can find tether and good will
Life follows momentum when it says go, go.
Everything is a completion even death and in it lies complete perfection 

There are certain maxims in life

Regardless of who where and when
Good things come to those who wait
Do good always
Be kind and show mercy to people so that you would be shown mercy

As long as you don't hurt anyone you will be fine 

With music you can make the most cauldron of hell paradise
Smile and be grateful 
 
to strife is like an opportunity is a game for you to clear while the cloud i am raing another rsing the entire ground is filled with weed like hair to the head they will never stop spouod you like a barber you have occurred yourself to get rid that which never stop s growing you tranced we reduce the plot  to a mere circle sit on the path and remain content
given the what they wik is there like a child crying over a pebble they will all lose it eventually
what others have discarded you have come to hoard only for you to discard it again - thoreau

the mysticism of life
your hair is your power, don’t cut it, if youmust leave your beards, the woman is your helper, there are plenty of them so don’t get married to anyone you can have access to them all and them to yoou
you learn a lot from dreams and music  follow your first instinct woman is the engine the power
 
The lazy parent muyshahi abandoned his vast territory (who owns it now) and his many subject in order to retrieve all from all worldly afar if you ingratiate yourself with your father for the sake of as small private estate neglect your faith and fall into the evil path don’t blame me
It is easy to have parents but very difficult to encounter the lotus sutra
You hvae had a thousand parent across a thousand kalpas and lifetimes
Do you job if they sack you so be it, tobi tobi one step at a time you are always becoming don’t get stuck to one form or obsess over it 
 
M goal shouldn't be in farming sadly I quite enjoy that one My goal jut bein moving, movement encounters, sex,  reading the ultimate text and transport my sould to nirvana for I have to this world a thousand times and everything I own I will leave behind
 
And that is the cheat code of life and it’s admin.