You have penetrated my barrier - A. Onyx
Hurt create the mask, stiffened image, the toughened personality that create the rampant bipolar disorder in most Nigerians. Since the Ogbanje disorder circumambulates under the swivel of pain and the hurt, It protects its membership and recruit new initiates along said line. And they function beside us, battling a condition they can’t even discern. How do you tell people you are sick, when you are not the sole occupant of the body. What you therefore permitted are the little moments of lucidity and an undulating narcolepsy that pervades the person’s life. It is hard to detect: who am i dealing with ?is it the person or the familiar spirit?
One moment the person is happy talking to you and freely, the next he is frowning and angered almost in reparation for the earlier show of happiness, or a situation whereby a young woman will inveigh you with vituperative invective and tell you that they can’t remember when they said it, or act aloof moments later, among many more depraved examples far flung as infidelity bear the mark of a split personality that are the byproduct of the Ogbanje disorder that have destroyed friendships, shattered homes, and isolated and imprisoned many people in their own bodies, homes and communities. For who can they tell that they have this disorder.
I don’t understand this man or woman sometimes shes nice another time shes mad, chances are he has been molested, she has been raped, had her heart broken and now the pain experience have created the split personality that is use for the demonic manipulation, fetishistic practices as a consequence of a careful and well planned machinations by a country that seeks to gain from the cycle of hatred, restlessness and pain that accompanies and reifies it.
Thanks chiefly to the music and recently to vedas which helps in dislodging the hatred and pain in my heart, I too would have hard the split personality which I see in many Nigerians. They associate a disdain for my laxity, reprobating it as a lack of maturity; saying “You have not yet seen life” I have and allowed it’s pain wash and move past me, too light for the lead of pain to weigh down.
This is a pipe with projection according to the Vedas, understanding humans is quite the task, Haven’t you ever met a girl suffering from this disorder who will tell you something very crazy today and not remember it then next day, or somoene who was so sweet to you, end up forgetting all she did the previous day, They are suffering from a bipolar an Ogbjane disorder and cannot tell you about it, have no choice but to brave the misbehavior of the deva living inside them and defend it as mood swing because if they expose it they risk losing patronage, or attacked spiritually.
And the switch is rather seamless and hard to notice, you might donnnin fact in sinds speech he does take over the ply to stop the movement o thing much it stars talking about hospital, church and school
using conflict to distract you, then you know it’s a deva. The goal is to exhaust your peace of mind, make you doubt yourself, afraid and claim insanity.
They even send you ideas in your brain my trick is that when an idea is seeped into my head. I write it down and give it 2 weeks before executing, allow time and commonsense do justice to what would have been a whim. I would have lost my mind, only the vedas and sutras have helped.
Sometimes these familiar spirit are activated by a resident demon or spiritual chaperone who pass by with their phone adjacent to the person and switch to the deva and in conversation,You notice the change in conversation, smile sadly and can’t believe how destroyed and damaged this world is.
You don’t know what to prepare yourself for, will it be either the inner child or the familiar spirit, in dealing with people one must be patient. It takes a mind that is evolved to see beyond what is the showed and know the person hurting you actually needs your help, With new found understanding, pattience and knowing that If the inner child is fed enough happiness, will liberate leave it cocoon and regain complete control.
This might be stupid to many, but for some it gives an insight on how to better understand our women, they are the child imprisoned, They show a personality to the outside if you fulfill their promise, just to still test you they might you hurt you regardless, testing, waiting for the hurt they are used to. for they are trapped in constant warning of the familiar spirit, reified by the quotidian news of death by spouses. But if you are patient enough to cross the rubicon, and brave the thorns, maybe you will get to the rose. But sometime the devas bred with pride go too far, and the inner child has no choice than to further escalate the commitment especial if they feel you cant understand it. Sometimes they forget and you wonder how short the person memory is, Chances are you have been intimated with the familiar spirit that wants to isolate the person for itself by chasing you away, and the person have no choice but to brave the consequence of the earlier action or words than to explain to you that they are battling a mental ailment of proportions.
They might say they are truly sorry, begging you to forget they ever said anything like that. You were dealing with the familiar spirit, If you wait the inner child trapped in pain will warm up to you. The strive to do good is the will that would change the personality and transmute that energy.
What was once a protective mechanism goes awry as the devas traps them in hate by hurting the people that go close to them and denying them help, so as to continue in it control of the inner child.
In a way, this disorder is in every one of us sometimes some of us who once had an inner yolk that we want to protect end up not showing it to anyone, as we have been trapped by years of accumulating so much grudge and hatred, we forget the love that is us. Take a look at your latest personality very well, what espouses is it is the wrath-filled vengeful or the loving happy. When was the last them you shook your butt in jest and danced foolishly around the house you now money and wealth where is you happiness how do you get it back through music that exactly they want you be like that me. They are unable to see the demonism that comes with the money. For the money comes from the same source and follow the same funnel and designation that is a complete Babylon of the world
When you wife behaves and it feels you want to kill her just walk away tell her you love and know you are probably dealing with a familiar spirit a split personality that took years of pain and hatred to build up it will take the same amount of years of love to disintegrate
When a person feels unfairly disadvantaged, disadvantaged by their birth, gender, disadvantage by their body, it isn’t long before the harsh realization, creates the need for a cunning, a mask, a shield, that becomes a persona albeit acquired that last for the entirety of the persons’ life.
It takes patience and seeing the spirit behind actions to give discernment to who is has found out and learn to live with this disorder which is the norm among a lot of Nigerians for both men and women,
I mostly keep my distance from them, when I am rebuffed and feel I am dealing with the familiar spirit I keep to myself, when the inner child takes control and warms up to me I tell it the truth and reply in warmth to give it the necessary condition s and reassurance for it to take control of itself again, and until it happens I maintaining a calm amidst the undulating personalities and live a quiet life besides at present.
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One moment the person is happy talking to you and freely, the next he is frowning and angered almost in reparation for the earlier show of happiness, or a situation whereby a young woman will inveigh you with vituperative invective and tell you that they can’t remember when they said it, or act aloof moments later, among many more depraved examples far flung as infidelity bear the mark of a split personality that are the byproduct of the Ogbanje disorder that have destroyed friendships, shattered homes, and isolated and imprisoned many people in their own bodies, homes and communities. For who can they tell that they have this disorder.
I don’t understand this man or woman sometimes shes nice another time shes mad, chances are he has been molested, she has been raped, had her heart broken and now the pain experience have created the split personality that is use for the demonic manipulation, fetishistic practices as a consequence of a careful and well planned machinations by a country that seeks to gain from the cycle of hatred, restlessness and pain that accompanies and reifies it.
Thanks chiefly to the music and recently to vedas which helps in dislodging the hatred and pain in my heart, I too would have hard the split personality which I see in many Nigerians. They associate a disdain for my laxity, reprobating it as a lack of maturity; saying “You have not yet seen life” I have and allowed it’s pain wash and move past me, too light for the lead of pain to weigh down.
This is a pipe with projection according to the Vedas, understanding humans is quite the task, Haven’t you ever met a girl suffering from this disorder who will tell you something very crazy today and not remember it then next day, or somoene who was so sweet to you, end up forgetting all she did the previous day, They are suffering from a bipolar an Ogbjane disorder and cannot tell you about it, have no choice but to brave the misbehavior of the deva living inside them and defend it as mood swing because if they expose it they risk losing patronage, or attacked spiritually.
And the switch is rather seamless and hard to notice, you might donnnin fact in sinds speech he does take over the ply to stop the movement o thing much it stars talking about hospital, church and school
using conflict to distract you, then you know it’s a deva. The goal is to exhaust your peace of mind, make you doubt yourself, afraid and claim insanity.
They even send you ideas in your brain my trick is that when an idea is seeped into my head. I write it down and give it 2 weeks before executing, allow time and commonsense do justice to what would have been a whim. I would have lost my mind, only the vedas and sutras have helped.
Sometimes these familiar spirit are activated by a resident demon or spiritual chaperone who pass by with their phone adjacent to the person and switch to the deva and in conversation,You notice the change in conversation, smile sadly and can’t believe how destroyed and damaged this world is.
You don’t know what to prepare yourself for, will it be either the inner child or the familiar spirit, in dealing with people one must be patient. It takes a mind that is evolved to see beyond what is the showed and know the person hurting you actually needs your help, With new found understanding, pattience and knowing that If the inner child is fed enough happiness, will liberate leave it cocoon and regain complete control.
This might be stupid to many, but for some it gives an insight on how to better understand our women, they are the child imprisoned, They show a personality to the outside if you fulfill their promise, just to still test you they might you hurt you regardless, testing, waiting for the hurt they are used to. for they are trapped in constant warning of the familiar spirit, reified by the quotidian news of death by spouses. But if you are patient enough to cross the rubicon, and brave the thorns, maybe you will get to the rose. But sometime the devas bred with pride go too far, and the inner child has no choice than to further escalate the commitment especial if they feel you cant understand it. Sometimes they forget and you wonder how short the person memory is, Chances are you have been intimated with the familiar spirit that wants to isolate the person for itself by chasing you away, and the person have no choice but to brave the consequence of the earlier action or words than to explain to you that they are battling a mental ailment of proportions.
They might say they are truly sorry, begging you to forget they ever said anything like that. You were dealing with the familiar spirit, If you wait the inner child trapped in pain will warm up to you. The strive to do good is the will that would change the personality and transmute that energy.
What was once a protective mechanism goes awry as the devas traps them in hate by hurting the people that go close to them and denying them help, so as to continue in it control of the inner child.
In a way, this disorder is in every one of us sometimes some of us who once had an inner yolk that we want to protect end up not showing it to anyone, as we have been trapped by years of accumulating so much grudge and hatred, we forget the love that is us. Take a look at your latest personality very well, what espouses is it is the wrath-filled vengeful or the loving happy. When was the last them you shook your butt in jest and danced foolishly around the house you now money and wealth where is you happiness how do you get it back through music that exactly they want you be like that me. They are unable to see the demonism that comes with the money. For the money comes from the same source and follow the same funnel and designation that is a complete Babylon of the world
When you wife behaves and it feels you want to kill her just walk away tell her you love and know you are probably dealing with a familiar spirit a split personality that took years of pain and hatred to build up it will take the same amount of years of love to disintegrate
When a person feels unfairly disadvantaged, disadvantaged by their birth, gender, disadvantage by their body, it isn’t long before the harsh realization, creates the need for a cunning, a mask, a shield, that becomes a persona albeit acquired that last for the entirety of the persons’ life.
It takes patience and seeing the spirit behind actions to give discernment to who is has found out and learn to live with this disorder which is the norm among a lot of Nigerians for both men and women,
I mostly keep my distance from them, when I am rebuffed and feel I am dealing with the familiar spirit I keep to myself, when the inner child takes control and warms up to me I tell it the truth and reply in warmth to give it the necessary condition s and reassurance for it to take control of itself again, and until it happens I maintaining a calm amidst the undulating personalities and live a quiet life besides at present.
e5
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