Lacuna

Thought motionless he outruns all pursuit - Isha Upanishad

Believe that every encounter you have had have been sexual 
Constantly replayed the trauma is your adulthood, the trauma is your anger your angst your pain your unforgiving nature 
The lost taste of richness sweetness m hung ok the branches of your tentacles it is a retardation because it limits your reach if ECOWAS/ AU were to build a railway across Africa, Nigeria men would never marry her women they would prefer Ethiopians Somalians anything but Nigerians 
Don't live for any man, though their desperation can't be explained, be patient they would soon die and leave you to live the way you wanted.
Just wait till you are forty to live the life you have always wanted don't get submerged in that reality in the name of family. 

Stay away from society out is a sinkhole and once they get you they forget you, you are getting all these attention because they haven't had you, once they do, their true color shows you become a nobody.

Chose your reality, Don't settle for less, sit down and read, farm better reality in your mind.
So the reason travel is difficult is is to enforce themselves situate you in their midst and wear you out mentally.
Which is why you should marry in your thirties and forties, so you really know what you are doing. Don't listen to their gossip reduce their access to your mind, earpiece on, focus on the reality you want for yourself don't let any man waterboard you. it is your life determine how it should be wasted, it is your penis determine who gets it
Seperate yourself from foolishness and keep a timetable a regimen, and a To do list and ensure your ears are blocked that cuts of reality by half.
They enforce their mind to your own and steal your intellect so you have to allow them and read everyday taking them above and beyond, becoming their racial angel.
Lobotomy and suppression of knowledge is a constant when light spirit is inside of you 
By traumatizing you, they put literal barb wires and fences in the psyche that the mind cannot reach without panicking, hence reducing one's mental age and reach. their stop gaps in the psyche become instrumental for the lobotomy and madness at embarrassment. It's an astral fuck.

All in all it's reality enforcing and situating itself in your mind,  this reality is too sexual humanity has other barters until they find out it's a gape and a plumb you would be sorry.
Don't underrate the way people want to fuck you and the length they will go to do so, both male and female, it's tiresome, Lookism but what can we do.

The Astral blockers to your memories are the sex not had they block your mind to continue your strife, by blocking your memory you forget you have toiled and toiled for long, reinvigorated with verve enslaving yourself.
When you read and get to those astral blocker, masturbate away the sex and like an orb bust the pixels floods and recollect the memories hidden in them and reattain your age, lethargy and dissuasion.
They also lick sweets, drink soft drinks and send the essence to you to make you forget your hurts ands betrayals. You must read and remember, Women are a problem.
All that love were farts in your psyche, there is no love just prod and lobotomy once you masturbate away the essence you see the love in it's true light it was retardation you fart it away and suddenly they cease to exist.
Stay away from the world for even fame is a zombie, it's layers and layers of retardation so you have to read for at least 4 hours to really get the brain spluttering, stay away from these animals who use  discombobulation and retardation to situate with conflict.
Your intelligence is constantly being stolen by the lazy, they destroy themselves because it ties them to you, so read and read again an convert them to your faith.Possess the world.
All in all they seek to waste your life they are merely reality enforcing themselves Sit down and read, Transcend all things.
Here's why you should read holy books mostly they contain the eternities the guiding philosophy of a community, It's in the word that they cage you so you break the chains by reading them also
It's a more than just a book and you can question a lot of the reality, As they serve as the anchor for each reality and the buoy to leave it.
 
The world is gone, it's a world of asttral clones binary code storing memories artificial intelligence and immortality walking android m
They specializes in the suppression of one's memory by making the person infantile, have you never passed a Yoruba Man and immediately the turns to urinate he is not just urinating but using the vibration of his brain to create a lacuna in your brain. You are within range he is masturbating by the road side to send signals to your psyche to make you forget, sometimes a bike zooms past your house and you lose your chain of thought, they are the very children of the devil, stay away from them.
Don't think there is a reason, their woman sell tomatoes at the edge of the Street it is is to load your psyche with spittle, lizard water and make you forget when you go and when you come back from work.
These people are demonic, any man tied down simply lacks renunciation, sacrifice is used in fanning the embers of my psyche, wickedness deforms them. Nothing quiet retards like wanting to be the star 
Envy is rife here, all I ever vaunted was freedom and wanted everyone to be like me.
Stare at their legs, that will tell you all you need to know, it's off to the Indians for community,
Read the vedas, sutras, Upanishads, recollect your memory, don't let them use their conduced lacuna to subvert and retard you.
Do not lower the atman raise it up, raise your man, remember your man.

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