Two Worlds

 


two worlds, they decide for me
I couldn't pose enough for thoughts, utter repulse
fatness, obesity doesn't make you an adult
using mind control to keep you situated
porn and early exposure of children to sex, bipolar 
the complete breaking drown of a mind
two worlds ones with a phone the other couldn't care
talk bloody talk stop body conversing, I'm not an animal 
I can and will deny it
the problems of this life- mostly contrived
do you know how much struggle smells?
do you know how revolting greed feels?
disgusting beings litter my path, should I abide
life in reddened eyes and bloated stomach
owo owo owo owo owo owo owo owo owo
is all you hear them say
Maslow's demons roaming restless
makes you wonder what Emmanuel got crucified for
how could a human couldn't uphold his consumption caution
when your company is a social credit 
it carries with it a police: conformity ferries a garland noose
noose none the less 
unlearning strife relearning leisure
a man who plays god must be above reproach
and the sum of my sacrifice would show 
my hair have turned golden
recolonization through starch diet, contrived hubris 
when ethos equals quick money spending, ever hungry haggard 
sex crazed quick dying, something wrong
sequesterence and bloat design agriculture's
djinn money carbohydrates cayncere and easily discounted deaths
emotional eating
I feel boarded, light spirit inside me
and it will be my task of educating it all over again
Space: I need 10 kilometers from the closest human 
What a man? What angels would not wish to speak to him
What's a man if angels do not speak to him?
What's a man if the angelic do not interest him?


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