We live in a civilization of lies and self deception, daily loads of the repressed, unexpiated, lay deep down in our psyche, un-accessed and form the mental tress that pushes every man slowly to insanity, You couldn't wipe out but space and time, but you could cope.
Every thought essence carries the DNA, Image and thought essence of every person with interest, and they can range as one ages from 5 to 500, they affect the mind every night, permeating through one's thought as the person essence serve as transport across realms.
Sometimes it involves thinking about fucking that 'mad' person, but who in adulthood isn't mad.
Sometimes it involves thinking about fucking that 'mad' person, but who in adulthood isn't mad.
Sex is madness embrace it quipped as an ode to cunnilingus you should think it of every woman, especially the so called mad, you can move past hard wrought thought essence, Nothing kills a man faster than self deception it's an imprisonment, especially with the ennui of adulthood life, it can be quite stifling, when it becomes the ethos dishonorable is the only way to be.
Let them know that you are mad let them know that you like pussy .that way you can sunder the model image that they have on you, That Golgotha headed cross they want to hang on your shoulder to justify their own frailties is not something you can carry. Express yourself even if you are gay let them know, you will soon leave their cynosure and move on to a better life a better thought.
Self Deception hinders every progression, as sex is just a small part in the life of man but it becomes all of theirs, Especially here we give it too much credit we give it too much regard extol something that serve the same function as pissing. A self deception is driving Nigerian to insanity, an indoctrination we can unlearn.
you see a girl open her leg -Jesus
You see a man pissing - Jesus
You see two people kissing - the blood of Jesus
As a man You don't gave the mind to tell the girl I want to lick that thing in triangular shape
or as a woman say pleased come and piss that piss inside my mouth.
You are in jolt but these thoughts aren't acted on in that, they are all repressed, mind you they are being stored somewhere. Where? Up there.
Sigmund Freud talks of the oedipal complex it parapraxis links you repression with aggression, Watch yourself the next time your wife ask what you want for breakfast you shout at her I don't know! whatever!!!
You are hiding the fact that she's has grown fat and her lack of sex appeal to you have made her less desirable and her pussy isn't going to be as fresh and inviting as the one that made you shout blood of Jesus What do you do? especially in that self deception of a life, How do you unlearn, when your marriage was built on that same lie.
Have you tried talking to her about it, telling her to go for exercise, Is she stubborn, reluctant a lost cause Well, Maybe you should get divorced or live a seperate life, than live a self deception.
At least get a room somewhere and live out your fantasy, it's much better than trying to kill her, waiting for her to die, or do something crazy, because of the chain of self deception, You are haggard of an inability to really live your life, What society will think? Sheesh..maybe the problem is you and your stupid self deception.
In a self deception sex is the driving factor in many of the consequent ignorant decision making, repressed as Nigerians are, A Rorschach test will turn up with answers more in the like of hairy vagina, pub pub pubic hair hairy vagina.
Because that's all they think about they have given it reign, domain over their thinking faculty thanks to repression because of fear of society they feel they must endure a bitter life or marriage for the sake of Christianity.
And our women are crazed loaded up with too much love crude they can't express,they move to eating as a way to bifurcate their dopamine rush and grow fat. If you meet a woman who comforts eat chances her she's not fucking and the Christian shame and guilt riddled husband probably doesn't have sex with her
we have banned marijuana which could help and they're going insane, spending adult life thinking of sex, of the how and sadly never ever going through with it.
Some have tears in their eyes, they cry when they make love, when for the first time someone truly understand and finally does have sex with them, bur what stupid indoctrination is Christianity to have muzzled and chained hearts to the point of insanity.
we have banned marijuana which could help and they're going insane, spending adult life thinking of sex, of the how and sadly never ever going through with it.
Some have tears in their eyes, they cry when they make love, when for the first time someone truly understand and finally does have sex with them, bur what stupid indoctrination is Christianity to have muzzled and chained hearts to the point of insanity.
Why don't we fight it as the cancer that it is, for foisting a self deception on our love that is now the root of our hyper-normalized insanity
The repression is what led to our population increase, women for fear of shame have to get pregnant without telling the person they only want sex every day and every night for it's sake alone, They have to use the pregnancy and enlarged vulva as avenue to rub their sensitive clitoris on things and get orgasm with and post natal when they being sucked by their infant
But is the sensitivity of their bodies is the main problem, let's say it is, Nigerians harden their bodies with the bad diet, with too much hard work and suffering, It is a holographic world our brains reset our bodies as new cells die and regenerate daily, so when we read for hours we are trying to heat the brain to make our body pliable and sensitive this rush of blood to our penises and clitoris with and make our orgasms once and final as I have said once before. But when you suffer your body, rest less, eat bread and meat, trying to bite just how you feel and engage too much hard work your brain and body become hard and hard to satisfy sexually.
I have had and enjoy orgasms from reading Poetry, Reading for hours while listening to Jazz and they are long intense and more sweeter than the sex. By making my brain lush and pliable I don't really have to have sex or need to hold on to it as a gnaw.
I find no time for the self deception, I accept and give it it's due, become and undone, I know my sex so I can tease and really enjoy the wring of my body play with my nerves, with all my sinews firing.
Many don't know the beauty of readings all the time, it refreshes your hologram makes your body supple and pliable, the body is not to be hardened like iron but to be ironed with with heat from your brain heating those spastics into a freeing.
Read sutra and Jazz every night you should see how younger and fresher you would look, every thought essence I see allay and expiate burning them all in the fire of the read. Now whose got time for a sex hurtled self deception.
You can teach your spouse, or do away with the frustration of sex not had.
Getting old is physical while a lot of us are still young at heart the fresh pussy girl will not allow you to fuck her, to her you are too old, even when you protest with ah ah and I can fuck o.
However, life is just as immersive in the physical as it's astral, it will not stop her from loading you up with essences, So you will need to go to those deep recess of your mind reading Lord Byron Do Juan over and over for at least 6 hours and you should get to a part where the sexual desires materialize in the mind and you get to expiate the throes all within and are freed from it's hold and pang and would have been insanity.
Really get into it, negate it for you would only be decieveing yourself make those sibilant noise, you should feel those valves opening, spittle expiation and really keep on reading and soon you should feel those sweats on your brow.
Phew! what an existence.
Phew! what an existence.
You see all these women who are weaponizing essence, sending a pile to my left brain or through my toe nails, I used to hate it but now I now how to remove and really utilize it.
With all these going on, the Christian Adulthood is self deception but rather than join in You can live societal compliance and conformity a self deception excreted.
While I have masturbated and have read poetry, She smiles at business as usual when she should be afraid of me, Cause I have fucked her, out of my mind, and now we can both decieve ourselves.
-hello good morning
-good morning
(you are an old man)
(yes I know, but I can fuck you, you know)
-how was your night
-good morning
(you are an old man)
(yes I know, but I can fuck you, you know)
-how was your night
- it was splendid
(you can only look, you cannot touch)
(you dey craze na me you wan kill)
The Bibles gives some expiation for them in the Songs of Solomon for a reason, it's a gnawing part of adult life and we need to know how to cope. The repression is so bad our ladies are always flying motorcycles for the vibration in between a legs, Reading is important as it completely plumbs the pysche instead of seeking gratification at every turn
As a middle aged male adult your sexual range increased for women from 18 - 80 and they're want to fuck you they wall send you sexual energy and you can't escape it .you just have to harness it and find a way to burn it you can be driven insane, in Africa our essence are potent and carry an extra.
When sexual energy could drive you insane the essence of every woman contains their DNA which your brain will have to process and leave you with a constant If I catch that girl but You will never catch that girl, society will frown and in that cocoon of an ethos of self deception she thinks she's free, or so she thinks, Now you can do all the intended 'damage' in your mind removing her essence, reading poetry and jazz and you will be free to practice their lies and self deception with them.
The Bibles gives some expiation for them in the Songs of Solomon for a reason, it's a gnawing part of adult life and we need to know how to cope. The repression is so bad our ladies are always flying motorcycles for the vibration in between a legs, Reading is important as it completely plumbs the pysche instead of seeking gratification at every turn
As a middle aged male adult your sexual range increased for women from 18 - 80 and they're want to fuck you they wall send you sexual energy and you can't escape it .you just have to harness it and find a way to burn it you can be driven insane, in Africa our essence are potent and carry an extra.
When sexual energy could drive you insane the essence of every woman contains their DNA which your brain will have to process and leave you with a constant If I catch that girl but You will never catch that girl, society will frown and in that cocoon of an ethos of self deception she thinks she's free, or so she thinks, Now you can do all the intended 'damage' in your mind removing her essence, reading poetry and jazz and you will be free to practice their lies and self deception with them.
In our repression caused witchcraft world where essence by women is weaponized to drive a celibate insane Poetry comes as much needed intervention, in this bread civilization and a cure to a nationwide problem.
Since they want live a self deception as civilization well you the disillusionment is all theirs, I am in the self deception but free of every essence, For essence are powerful for they contains DNA that morphs into thought images for your third eye and added stress to your brain.
When a lot of people are sending you essences at the same time, You are going to go insane it the craziness of sex and you have to expiate it, sex is powerful as it carries some numinous experience so when it is stop gap initiated, it piles up in your psyche and when you don't find a release for it you are causing rouble for yourself.
Which is why I advocate marijuana as a remedy, We are lucky that we who can read can burn this mental tress with poetry, but what of those who cannot read, shouldn't they be allowed the comfort, succor and mental repair of weekly intake of marijuana.
Which is why I advocate marijuana as a remedy, We are lucky that we who can read can burn this mental tress with poetry, but what of those who cannot read, shouldn't they be allowed the comfort, succor and mental repair of weekly intake of marijuana.
I beg you for gods sakes and the sake of humanity, please let us legalize marijuana, people are slowly dying, unhappy, and in this cruel ethos of Self Deception, we need to teach and legalize the cure and the burn of what is a lifelong unavailable sexual pile.
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