Exist Me

 


Coming down from the hill of slavey and colonization, displaced history quaked the  foundation of development left the African without a personality nor the needed education to create one.
Western education churn copies, he copied notes, made himself a copy of the clerk churner with the fear and indoctrination that couldnt allow him simply be.
No one will mark his jote, nor flog him, thrown into a world, vast, big, he couldnt exist if he wasn't vetted.
Someone had to tell him he was alive, someone had to exist him. He bloats an enormity, braves a supeficiality rather and it eats into whats left, a raving craze, notice me, attention seeking could be him

The African just fell abruptly into a self determination that he has to imitate the other to make a self some 50 years back he was willing naked spreading  his butt cheeks for the dog to lick the shot off his rectums
All of a sudden he lick the screen off his android phone before pressing respond you must here about it
Why must they look you in the eye, hit you when they swing themselves when they walk showcase themselves, emptiness?? Dawkins said the African is a child
A product of a slavish Western education, time tells and shows why the African suffers from an acute inferiority complex
Unlike even the Yasuni man and child born nurtured to have a person the African is shovelled up sodomized and rushed into a makert life, a green potato, he must brandish himself or die of oblivion, He is a nothing and he knows it
So many other potatoes in the market, so many other things to look at a green potato can only scream deformed.
They will rather create chaos and destroy what you have just to get attention
They don't read see movies or listen to music how can they even have thoughts for christsakes

It isn't ignorance that deforms him, mire like attention seeking wickedness the African repression means he can't feel comfortable with just company, until he can stick his hands in your anus.
It's not enough to have company in mutual respect there must be some disgust that damns the mind and keeps you just adjacent to every thought, and that to them symbolises existence.

Existence then becomes the gnaw of the psyche, the tickling of the genitals, the swallowing of the other's spittle and these are practices that even animals have transcended.
Is he afriad that he is nothing, found out and rejected or couldn't be keep comfort in his calm and remain function while his relevance waits it's turn
With no hobby, volition nor common sense he is a trapped image moving in a canvas seeking blood. Not sure if blood will save him, but the bats he says the bat I'm must be like, anything.

So because it takes time, feels like something, they take on witchcraft, hurt their brain and drink blood, eat feotuses as adulthood, Oracle themselves waiting for every greeting, curse threats on a whim, threatening a frustration, wasting away, asking "How could i die like that?"

I wish they could make better use of their time but they too stuck and too afraid of losing control or being called out of their foolishness. They'd rather be indolent and stupis.
An envy unafraid of karma or comeuppance for first it was ignorance now, it is a pain, man is nothing neglected.

Using money to seek relevance and respect and hurting you when still they are rebuffed for the smelly, ignorant, filth they embody.
He does evrrything to show you what a good fuck he is, He couldn't have a conversation without saying "and the", "and the" trying to add to himself subtracts nonetheless
But you must like him he fails to implement an improvement at least cultivate some of the caution and moderation missing in his genes
He hungers through life a stifling ignorance an ignorant wickedness.
It's the slave shame that retorts in action grimace and gestures It claims a humanity of proximity even when you tell it it is still animal it refuses and plunges into a mangled wincing suffering as experience.
With no person all actions are copied and sex is all they can offer it's the last supper they wag it constant for it equates and when you refuses to remember or do a thing of memory you must be mad to refuse them
It isn't them, its is the dirtiness of their spirit and being you
Who seek to be rescued
Lexus perfumes drinks parties all begs people to exist them please but when you ignore them they should cease to exist until they find the introspective polishing that makes them human
Ignore them you must until they learn how to colmpuct themselves and live in caution and deferment.

You don't need me to exist you, quite imbued in self awareness don't need a daily vet of approval no Obligatory friendship obligatory greeting will help you.
An education begets self avowal and not academic an educational of music a calm and contemplated quiet from even doing simple things like house chores, sense of self that doesn't need another go feel existed
Expose them to the world's that lie within accessible In words and music, imbues persona, esteem and a sense of self.

But first, he must learn how to die, get a volition, no one cares if you live or die, no one can exist you, but you, and its enough.


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