The Saviour's Mistake

 


Many more will have to suffer, many more will have to die, Don't ask me Why - Bob Marley

 
The saviour’s mistake is simply; the Utopia in my time which is a wrong notion because if you know it means you suffered, why don't you want them to also go through that too, is it due to the love in your heart, sadly they must reach their precipice and suffer
An arrow drawn back is only momentum for it to go farther. They are all on their own journey and must also find catharsis, precipice  and complete calm and metamorphose from the caterpillar to the butterfly that is simple and light.
 
Time is cyclical and the people have different lifetimes of knowledge stored up in their mind looking for the right word to open the doorway of their mind to flood them back with their forgotten knowledge from their past lives, so when like others before you get exposed to the sound  invariably through music that jars you out, you attain the role of "saviour" and desperately want to get people to where you are, teach them immediately all you know, because you have found it out just how simple life is. You might want to force your ideal and see it happen, but you forget that they are all on their own journey and we are merely accessories to a conversation.
You will get rebuffed, and wonder why. You will also have what Osman Spare called Entrainment, the tiredness of swimming against the tide and trying to change another person's mind, accurately depicted in the picture above which is Kendrick's Youtube profile picture.
A million years to God is just a blink of an eye, so time is irrelevant, According to Fela there is time for everything, Kendrick only heard half the story and decided to don the crown, a metaphor for the burden that knowledge gives, the gift and the curse, just like the cross, He is supposed to drop it.

Imagine if Jesus had drop the cross on the road to Golgotha, who would have remembered him, But like the Buddha said man will always lackey towards Idolatry and Jesus' martyr complex have led to this skewed understanding and propagating of his philosophy, Christianity ended up becoming a cancer to the world. It is a saviour's mistake to try to burden the problem of the world on yourself, you will change nothing that way. As you become infused with love You burst open and see the simplicity of life that is elusive to others, you are imbued with parrhesia and feel the need to teach and force feed people the truth, but they will reject it. And you wonder why, Take solace in the Quran that say, Just tell them their hearing or not hearing is still in my hand, leave that for me.
 
 Here's why it is a mistake, you are thinking in terms of your own time, and mortality but time is eternal they are a their own joruney many will have to suffer many will have to come back, they have come before and will do so again, until they finally see the truth. They have had a thousand parents lived a thousand lives, and will do again until they finally get to their precipice, this is obviated a little in the movie Defending your life. the only thing you can do is introduce them to the music, and the Lotus Sutra let it seep the idea in them,So that it can bloom from within, if not you will be fought.
The saviour's mistake killed Lumumba, Jesus, Che Guevara Fred Hampton and the many others who tried to get the utopia in their lifetime, It is what  makes Kendrick tired and driven many mad.

You see the creator created us as algorithm of himself to see the extent of all emotions,folly, happiness, sadnesss and depravity we are all him. We live in a computer as holograms trying to experience this world So time is cyclical and the past exist even now, so think about the eternal simulations ini all the multiverses that he is running simultaneously you will see that the utopia is only an egoistic ideal emanating from the reified madness of your own mind, the infinity that you possess.
So when you find out that you and I are accessory to a conversation that the creator is having with himself, trying to find and bring all the algorithms to a complete understanding and precipice.
To all find out that love is the ultimate law, across time,  multiverses and realities.
Martin Luther, JFK, Emmet Till are all accessories to a conversation and are all part of the precipice, God is the killer and the killed.If you are still thinking in terms of duality you will not get it, zoom out and see how blurred the lines are, You will see the complete interconnectedness of all things across lifetimes.The saviour’s mistake is to think you can change the pepole and get your utopia while you live , but you will only hurt yourself, it is not in your control, as Epictetus once said “YYou might break your heart but people will go on as before”
Ever since I found this out, I don’t break my bones trying to pass knowledge for writing and even art form is limited only to those who are opportune to listen or read them which is  a few.
So I just sit down and meditate transmit all my knowledge to the soul tree so that all my race and species can draw from it on their own like an inception and since it comes from within them, they will be more inclined to follow it,rather than barrage them with what they might feel is the opinion of another man and rebuff me in entirety.
 These days, I don't worry abut anything as Perfection according to Santayana is the enemy of the good life, Everything is beautiful to me, even Nigeria as convoluted as it is, is beautiful and perfect to me, and I enjoy everyday anew For I know I am just a hologram an algorithm an accessory to a conversation that the mind is having with itself and when it’s time for me to leave the RPG in whatever way or form I will smile and say thank you.
 
 
 
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