How I found out I’m cancer, 5 days of labour or so I’m told, called okuko aharata, flogged and couldn’t keep still, executive functioning and dopamine surge and the drop, Loose track of time, next I’m commit watching 8 movies at once thanks to MX player resume function.
I think ‘Charge’ should have been in some other Elbow album that violin is just ahan, I like it
Masturbation as a crutch when I feel like the back of my brains is on fire and ther are time when I hyper focus so much it feels like I am floating especially when i I m writing.Like Kerouac, I live my entire life in music, I am always with an earpiece on, and I sleep with either Jazz or psychotropic music, so my dreams are well sound-tracked.
At work I question authority, refuse the weekend’s work, I hear faster and my legs just stops and I feel drowsy immediately. Lot of opened tabs, phone numbers and birth dates, yeah I hear that a lot. I can remember the last conversation I had with a person.
why is my hands cursed God? Why can’t these appliances stand my curiosity or is it impulsivity, some nights I don’t sleep. so i think I have ADHD too, I got from it her but was flogged into caution. A kind of conditioning that have hoarded these dross unexpressed, until marijuana opened the flood gate. Who knew that the little child with rope tied to it’s waist to the living room table needed music, and a conduit for the excess energy to be turned into something productive.
I still like reading the image of signboard in speeding buses, the speed glimpse so i can tell other passengers where exactly we are. I call bluffs easily, as many don’t know they tell a lot in signs I pick easily. Their eyes, the tone of the voice and I know it’s a lie, and live life basically on a hunch. I chew the tail of my toothbrush when I write, I used to food to cope, became obese from over eating because I think better when I chew I have chew paper and nylon since 5, still do, and am the most happy on the road, with my earpiece on, ( window rested head in a night bus-ride, listening to Mac Demarco)
Some say thee bairn talk to them, the ADHD brain shouts at you, I have load of unwritten article in my brain and I can go from writing to drawing to let’s just listen to this one song and back to writing again, with cigarettes I hyper-focus, stopped. I do end up finishing my article, but the process is quite comical, one moment I’m writing, the next I’m sweeping or dancing, anything the brain wants. I check my contact list to check and delete my phone contacts at the end of the moth and i enjoy it very much, and being fair have put me in so much trouble.
Take out that dustbin now , OK, I will. No now, motherfucker now!! I cant breathe, Why did you do
that to me, Sate me, tell me sorry, sate me, you made me angry , wank of!, sate me!
The black people are the race with the most cases ADHD, obviated by our propitious to sports, circumvented as hyper-sexuality which made the white people even come here to over sex our clime by having sex constantly (raping) with our women, Black is therefore seen as synonymous with sex, because of our high twitch muscles which was designed for the creating and engineering of sound and music, bifurcated and retarded on purpose for sex alone. Black people have the potential of being a very intelligent race if only they are accustomed to read,and if the necessary conditions were made for them to actualize their potentials. The bulk of us have ADHD, lacking understanding and the right foundation is a major reason why many of them end up in prisons. it’s a brain that shouts at you and because you already have a master you cant have two master that the problem with authority it controls, is compulsive, and perfectionist.
My adult ADHD coping mechanism remains avoid people at all cost and be quiet every 90 seconds, sometimes you forget that you are talking too much, suffered the ridicule and rebuff before I learned how to cope and caution my inner id. For the ADHD adult remains a child forever,curious and impulsive, tagged immature, laughed at, know as a rebel or eccentric but they can’t seem to ignore him, for he brings the crazy ideas with his big picture mentality
I need to wash, I think I’ll listen to another album. Low cut pussy, You remember.. -Yes I remember that porn
Before it used to be compulsive reading, porn and masturbation any activity to get my juices flowing I say before as if it still isn’t, Sutras and marijuana have quelled the hypersexuality but I’m still left with a very wild imagination.
Math and redundant work are a problem, confrontation and punishment in the workplace especially for me certain work of dead and frustration and I must grow do it, and it hurts my brain. The ADHD brain is actually the true artist brain, but it must be fed, protected and understood. It Is literally a Basquait painting, correlation, metaphors and the double entendres and black people are blessed with these kind of brain, but they beat it out of their children, destroy it, circumvent it into something demonic and damns it, which eventually turns them into the highest number of theft, crimes and misdemeanour around the world.
It is the love, the high twitch love, that can’t wait for permission to share the things you have, that plays the clown, plays the music, hugs tightly, grabs in inadequacy and teach a harder lesson when hurt. And woe betide the powers that be who understood this and decided to perpetuate the inadequacy that skews our very broad petaled flower.
It seeks sameness, it seeks surety, it seeks reassurance and jumps gun for fun, but it mustn’t be betrayed for them; like a nylon heated, it singes into a deformed rapier that cuts through all it touches. Love and the sound raise them beautiful and it must be the norm from here to wherever they are found. We have a process, a love, it is just too deep and too fast and pure for a foisted world of guile. Sadly when too much love is hurtled with religion it retards, deforms and kills. Make the fear the norm and you would have wasted the minds, and made an entire race ignorant.
Due to the Attention deficit, music have not left my ears since I was 13, since I find that humans tease with conversation and most of them are shallow and vacuous, Rap music and more recently free Jazz serve as the conversation that have no end, ironically making me the recluse, People who find out that you have ADHD sometimes hoard attention so as to punish you, especially when they are special to you, Thankfully good music are quite endless and Jazz once you get to enjoy it, is the talk that keeps on talking even after countless listens.
The came damages our brain unable to be calm Can we engender suffering and enlightenment in Nigerian youth. I think open them to their conscience to feel more intently suffering ensue as enlightenment comes as walking and bicycles only
Marijuana is very good for someone with ADHD, as an edible or my favourite which is boiled as a tea. The knowledge in my sinew High twitch muscles mean the black have a propensity to be very intelligent people if they can harness the copious amount of love that makes them steal, kill and love so strongly they need to be educated, if the y are endowed with high twitch muscles and the brain is another of those muscles.
it mean they just need to be engendered to their calling and they will excel tremendously.My brain shouts at me all the time, but it is impulses have been quelled with marijuana Give them something better to imitate Instead of ignorance Dogmatism and depravity, equip them with the correction marijuana and by man to the saintly living of shared knowledge and experience, reiterating the complete mixture of all blood and races in Africa and people of African descent; from the Ethiopian, Malian, the Sene-Gambia and Congos. Giving the ADHD child a piano,or any other musical instrument or music itself and play-station when they are young marijuana when they are older
Black people are susceptible to high twitch muscles and sex, the deposit of love as melanin and conditioned to be enslaved, because it makes them strive a little harder sing a little better What a ploy whet wickedness. They have the potential of being the most intelligent race In the world if the right conditions are set They must be fed, shown love and music, rather than the ingrained inadequacy that haunts their genealogy They do this the black people so as to put them in jail and perpetuate the narrative of Ham.
My solution would be a music healing session, state organized music festival for black people where marijuana will be legal and free to air, so that they can excrete pent up frustrations and better untangle the threads of their psyche and direct their action and reactions better.
Nigeria fell after the hijack of our radios and death of festivals in our local beaches, But I see a future where the prisons are well aerated, empty because a government finally gets it that the black mind need, succor, love and music than being locked behind bars. I see a foundation of freedom for our lovely and quirky ADHD children to come, growing with paint stained aprons, jazz music playing in the background of their loft. With a love in the air that understands, saying Woah you have ADHD too, aren’t you lucky!.
e5
I think ‘Charge’ should have been in some other Elbow album that violin is just ahan, I like it
Masturbation as a crutch when I feel like the back of my brains is on fire and ther are time when I hyper focus so much it feels like I am floating especially when i I m writing.Like Kerouac, I live my entire life in music, I am always with an earpiece on, and I sleep with either Jazz or psychotropic music, so my dreams are well sound-tracked.
At work I question authority, refuse the weekend’s work, I hear faster and my legs just stops and I feel drowsy immediately. Lot of opened tabs, phone numbers and birth dates, yeah I hear that a lot. I can remember the last conversation I had with a person.
why is my hands cursed God? Why can’t these appliances stand my curiosity or is it impulsivity, some nights I don’t sleep. so i think I have ADHD too, I got from it her but was flogged into caution. A kind of conditioning that have hoarded these dross unexpressed, until marijuana opened the flood gate. Who knew that the little child with rope tied to it’s waist to the living room table needed music, and a conduit for the excess energy to be turned into something productive.
I still like reading the image of signboard in speeding buses, the speed glimpse so i can tell other passengers where exactly we are. I call bluffs easily, as many don’t know they tell a lot in signs I pick easily. Their eyes, the tone of the voice and I know it’s a lie, and live life basically on a hunch. I chew the tail of my toothbrush when I write, I used to food to cope, became obese from over eating because I think better when I chew I have chew paper and nylon since 5, still do, and am the most happy on the road, with my earpiece on, ( window rested head in a night bus-ride, listening to Mac Demarco)
Some say thee bairn talk to them, the ADHD brain shouts at you, I have load of unwritten article in my brain and I can go from writing to drawing to let’s just listen to this one song and back to writing again, with cigarettes I hyper-focus, stopped. I do end up finishing my article, but the process is quite comical, one moment I’m writing, the next I’m sweeping or dancing, anything the brain wants. I check my contact list to check and delete my phone contacts at the end of the moth and i enjoy it very much, and being fair have put me in so much trouble.
Take out that dustbin now , OK, I will. No now, motherfucker now!! I cant breathe, Why did you do
that to me, Sate me, tell me sorry, sate me, you made me angry , wank of!, sate me!
The black people are the race with the most cases ADHD, obviated by our propitious to sports, circumvented as hyper-sexuality which made the white people even come here to over sex our clime by having sex constantly (raping) with our women, Black is therefore seen as synonymous with sex, because of our high twitch muscles which was designed for the creating and engineering of sound and music, bifurcated and retarded on purpose for sex alone. Black people have the potential of being a very intelligent race if only they are accustomed to read,and if the necessary conditions were made for them to actualize their potentials. The bulk of us have ADHD, lacking understanding and the right foundation is a major reason why many of them end up in prisons. it’s a brain that shouts at you and because you already have a master you cant have two master that the problem with authority it controls, is compulsive, and perfectionist.
My adult ADHD coping mechanism remains avoid people at all cost and be quiet every 90 seconds, sometimes you forget that you are talking too much, suffered the ridicule and rebuff before I learned how to cope and caution my inner id. For the ADHD adult remains a child forever,curious and impulsive, tagged immature, laughed at, know as a rebel or eccentric but they can’t seem to ignore him, for he brings the crazy ideas with his big picture mentality
I need to wash, I think I’ll listen to another album. Low cut pussy, You remember.. -Yes I remember that porn
Before it used to be compulsive reading, porn and masturbation any activity to get my juices flowing I say before as if it still isn’t, Sutras and marijuana have quelled the hypersexuality but I’m still left with a very wild imagination.
Math and redundant work are a problem, confrontation and punishment in the workplace especially for me certain work of dead and frustration and I must grow do it, and it hurts my brain. The ADHD brain is actually the true artist brain, but it must be fed, protected and understood. It Is literally a Basquait painting, correlation, metaphors and the double entendres and black people are blessed with these kind of brain, but they beat it out of their children, destroy it, circumvent it into something demonic and damns it, which eventually turns them into the highest number of theft, crimes and misdemeanour around the world.
It is the love, the high twitch love, that can’t wait for permission to share the things you have, that plays the clown, plays the music, hugs tightly, grabs in inadequacy and teach a harder lesson when hurt. And woe betide the powers that be who understood this and decided to perpetuate the inadequacy that skews our very broad petaled flower.
It seeks sameness, it seeks surety, it seeks reassurance and jumps gun for fun, but it mustn’t be betrayed for them; like a nylon heated, it singes into a deformed rapier that cuts through all it touches. Love and the sound raise them beautiful and it must be the norm from here to wherever they are found. We have a process, a love, it is just too deep and too fast and pure for a foisted world of guile. Sadly when too much love is hurtled with religion it retards, deforms and kills. Make the fear the norm and you would have wasted the minds, and made an entire race ignorant.
Due to the Attention deficit, music have not left my ears since I was 13, since I find that humans tease with conversation and most of them are shallow and vacuous, Rap music and more recently free Jazz serve as the conversation that have no end, ironically making me the recluse, People who find out that you have ADHD sometimes hoard attention so as to punish you, especially when they are special to you, Thankfully good music are quite endless and Jazz once you get to enjoy it, is the talk that keeps on talking even after countless listens.
The came damages our brain unable to be calm Can we engender suffering and enlightenment in Nigerian youth. I think open them to their conscience to feel more intently suffering ensue as enlightenment comes as walking and bicycles only
Marijuana is very good for someone with ADHD, as an edible or my favourite which is boiled as a tea. The knowledge in my sinew High twitch muscles mean the black have a propensity to be very intelligent people if they can harness the copious amount of love that makes them steal, kill and love so strongly they need to be educated, if the y are endowed with high twitch muscles and the brain is another of those muscles.
it mean they just need to be engendered to their calling and they will excel tremendously.My brain shouts at me all the time, but it is impulses have been quelled with marijuana Give them something better to imitate Instead of ignorance Dogmatism and depravity, equip them with the correction marijuana and by man to the saintly living of shared knowledge and experience, reiterating the complete mixture of all blood and races in Africa and people of African descent; from the Ethiopian, Malian, the Sene-Gambia and Congos. Giving the ADHD child a piano,or any other musical instrument or music itself and play-station when they are young marijuana when they are older
Black people are susceptible to high twitch muscles and sex, the deposit of love as melanin and conditioned to be enslaved, because it makes them strive a little harder sing a little better What a ploy whet wickedness. They have the potential of being the most intelligent race In the world if the right conditions are set They must be fed, shown love and music, rather than the ingrained inadequacy that haunts their genealogy They do this the black people so as to put them in jail and perpetuate the narrative of Ham.
My solution would be a music healing session, state organized music festival for black people where marijuana will be legal and free to air, so that they can excrete pent up frustrations and better untangle the threads of their psyche and direct their action and reactions better.
Nigeria fell after the hijack of our radios and death of festivals in our local beaches, But I see a future where the prisons are well aerated, empty because a government finally gets it that the black mind need, succor, love and music than being locked behind bars. I see a foundation of freedom for our lovely and quirky ADHD children to come, growing with paint stained aprons, jazz music playing in the background of their loft. With a love in the air that understands, saying Woah you have ADHD too, aren’t you lucky!.
e5
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